God doesn’t need us, He chooses us.

It’s been a while since I’ve posted, part of the reason for that is that I’ve been serving on Summer Staff for the past month at a Young Life camp in Glen Spey, NY called Lake Champion. The other part of that reason is that I’ve probably been a bit lazy and I haven’t had inspiration to post something but I do today so here it goes;

God doesn’t need us, He chooses us.

This idea is crazy and it’s insane but it is true and that’s why it is so mind-blowing. In my past year of leading and at my time spent on Summer Staff this phrase has been tossed around some and I never really took it for what it was worth until recently when God chose me for something that I didn’t feel adequate doing.

This year God decided to make me and another leader on my Young Life team at Northwest High School team leaders.

Now their are a few reasons that I feel inadequate in doing this:

1. I am starting my second semester of leading, and generally, a team leader has at least a couple of years of leading experience under their belts.

2. I have a lot of responsibility on my plate with school, and with the need for a job, and with leading in general so team leading just feels like too much for me on top of it all.

3. I already feel inadequate in what I’m doing so when this happened I was kind of like “Hey God you’re kidding right?”

But the Lord spoke to me today and what He said was this:

“I don’t need you, I chose you.”

Right now that truth is an anchor for me. Today, The Lord showed me that He can use me as a team leader, He showed me that He has and will provide everything that I need to equip me to do what He has chosen me for, and that is the biggest comfort I could receive.

When I look at scripture I see that this is a constant theme throughout every circumstance. God chooses people who are inadequate and He makes them adequate and that brings Him glory and that’s why we all exist.

My favorite example of this is in John 21, where Jesus reinstates Peter:

When they had finished eating Jesus said to Simon Peter,

“Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these?“

“Yes Lord,” he said, “you know that I love you.”

Jesus said, “Feed my lambs.“

Again Jesus said, “Simon son of John, do you love me?“

He answered, “Yes Lord, you know that I love you.”

Jesus said, “Take care of my sheep“

The third time he said to him, “Simon son of John, do you love me?“

Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time. “Do you love me?“

He said,“Lord you know all things; you know that I love you.”

Jesus said, “Feed my sheep. Very truly I tell you, when you were younger you dressed yourself and went where you wanted; but when you are old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will dress you and lead you where you do not want to go.“

Jesus said this to indicate the kind of death by which Peter would glorify God. Then He said to him, “Follow me!“

This is such a testament to the fact that God doesn’t need us but He still chooses us. In the book of Acts, Peter does incredible things. Things that are so impossible for Him to do that the only explanation is that God is in him, and that is the beauty of what we get to experience every day when we follow Jesus. We get to be a conduit for the God of the universe and let others see His power through our inadequacy.

So if you are at a place where you feel inadequate or afraid about what God has chosen for you then take comfort in the fact that you aren’t needed, you are chosen, and that is exactly why The Lord is going to give you what you need to accomplish your task.

Choose Humility.

It’s hard to be a Christian. The world we live in has adopted values and ideals that completely conflict with the way we are called to live our lives. Fortunately we are not meant to go through life alone. In the Bible we have the opportunity to see countless examples of a life lived to the fullest through the Gospels that show us the only perfect life that has been lived, that of Jesus Christ. His examples through the numerous accounts given by people who witnessed and walked with him show us the way to live.

One thing about Jesus that is crucial for us to follow is His humility. Humility is defined as: a modest or low view of ones own importance. This isn’t saying to belittle yourself as much as possible but rather to consider other people’s comfort and happiness above your own. Since the Bible is our source of information and instruction on how we can live a Christ-like life we will look into it for some beautiful examples of Jesus living out humility.

The first of these examples I want to touch on is found in Matthew 9:9-13. “As Jesus went from there, he saw a man named Matthew sitting at a tax collectors booth. “Follow me,” he told him, and Matthew got up and followed him. While Jesus was having dinner at Matthew’s house, many tax collectors came and ate with him and his disciples. When the Pharisees saw this, they asked his disciples, “Why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and sinners?” On hearing this Jesus said, “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. But go and learn what this means: I desire mercy, not sacrifice. For I have not come to call the righteous, but the sinners.” A look into the context of these times shows us that everyone hated tax collectors. They were considered as criminals, and sinners. This is a perfect example of the humility of Christ because he didn’t care what others thought of him. He wasn’t worried that people would judge him for sharing meals with tax collectors and sinners, he cared more about them because by sharing a meal with these people they got to see a glimpse of who God is, not what the Pharisees portrayed God as. This passage echoes with me a lot not because my name is Matthew, but because I was and am a sinner. Before I met Christ the life I lived completely went against that of Christ’s, but He still sought me out and called me to something greater. So this aspect of humility shows us that we are not to put ourselves above “sinners” because we know we are sinners too, we have fallen short time and time again and Jesus loved us the same. Be willing to hang out with people who are looked down upon, show someone Jesus by sharing life with them just like He did.

In John 13 we see one of the most beautiful things that has ever been done. It was before Passover Festival and Jesus knew that his time on earth was dwindling down. Jesus and his disciples were eating dinner together for the last time. Jesus got up from the meal, and took off his outer clothing and wrapped it around his waist. Then he poured water into a basin and began washing his disciples feet. The Son of God who is about to die for everyone’s sins gets on his knees and washes his disciples feet, I think that should be the definition of humble. Jesus gets to Peter who knows better than most just how Holy Jesus is. At first he denies Jesus, saying Jesus shall never wash his feet. Jesus replies in verse 8 “Unless I wash your feet you, you have no part with me.” I believe that was convincing enough for Peter. In verse 12 Jesus explains what he has done.

“When he had finished washing their feet, he put on his clothes and returned to his place. “Do you understand what I have done for you?” he asked them. “You call me ‘Teacher’ and ‘Lord’ and rightly so, for that is what I am. Now that I, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also should wash one another’s feet. I have set you an example that you should do as I have done for you. Very truly I tell you, no servant is greater than his master, nor is a messenger greater than the one who sent him. Now that you know these things, you will be blessed if you do them.” It might just be me but I think feet are gross, like nasty. I’m sure that the disciples feet were a lot nastier than I can imagine, and Jesus humbly, brought himself down to teach his disciples to do the same, if Jesus can do it than do it than we can do it.

Next we are taken to Luke 23:39-43. Jesus has been crucified and is hanging on the cross along with two other criminals. “One of the criminals who hung there hurled insults at him: “Aren’t you the Messiah? Save yourself and us!” But the other criminal rebuked him. “Don’t you fear God,” he said, “since you are under the same sentence? We are punished justly, for we are getting what our deeds deserve. But this man has done nothing wrong.” Then he said, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom.” Jesus answered him, “Truly I tell you, today you will be with me in paradise.”

Among all of the beatings, pain, and suffering, Jesus still looks to others instead of himself. He sees this criminal hanging next to him who has showed his heart in his last hours, defending Jesus and condemning himself. In humility Jesus redeemed this man, and gave him peace and hope in knowing that when he breathes his last breath, he will not get what he deserves, he will be with Jesus in heaven.

Lastly we look to again to John. In John 21 Jesus is showing himself to his disciples just before he goes up into heaven. Jesus went to the Sea of Galilee to appear to Peter and some of his other disciples. Jesus stood by the shore and called out to the disciples who at this point do not know that it was Jesus. Jesus told them to cast their net on the right side of the boat to catch some fish because they had caught none. Upon doing this, the disciples could not even haul the net into the boat because of all of the fish they had caught.

We pick up in verse 7-14 “Then the disciple whom loved Jesus said to Peter, “It is the Lord!” As soon as Peter heard this he wrapped his outer garment around him (for he had taken it off) and jumped into the water. The other disciples followed in the boat, towing the net full of fish, for they were not far from the shore, about a hundred yards. When they landed they saw a fire burning coals there with fish on it, and some bread. Jesus said to them, “Bring some of the fish you have caught.” So Simon Peter climbed back into the boat and dragged the net ashore. It was full of fish, 153, but even with so many the net was not torn. Jesus said to them, “Come and have breakfast.” None of the disciples dared ask him, “Who are you?” They knew it was the Lord. Jesus came, took the bread and gave it to them, and did the same with the fish. This was now the third time Jesus appeared to his disciples after he was raised from the dead.”

This next part is the last example of the humility that we will look at. I think it is one of the most profound. First we must remember Peter denying Jesus three times before his crucifixion, something that Jesus told Peter would happen. Peter was one of Jesus’ three closest friends along with James and John. Verse 15-19 reads: “When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon son of John, do you love me more than these?” “Yes Lord”, he said, “you know that I love you.” Jesus said, “Feed my lambs.” Again Jesus said, “Simon son of John, do you love me?” He answered, “Yes, Lord, you know that I love you.” Jesus said, “Take care of my sheep.” The third time he said to him, “Simon son of John, do you love me?” Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him a third time, “Do you love me?” He said “Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you.” Jesus said, “Feed my sheep. Very truly I tell you, when you were younger you dressed yourself and went where you wanted; but when you are old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will dress you and lead you where you do not want to go.” Jesus said this to indicate the kind of death by which Peter would glorify God. Then he said to him, “Follow me!”

Three times Peter denied Jesus and with three questions Jesus reinstated Peter, and called him one final time to live for him completely, even reassuring Peter that he will die glorifying God. As we know it Peter was the rock on which Jesus built his church. This beautiful account of redemption is yet another way that Jesus, in humility, chased after the hearts of sinners and called them to a better life. The ultimate expression of humility is Jesus dying on the cross for all of us. To live for Jesus means to follow his example in humility, to make ourselves less and others more. We aren’t Jesus, we are not perfect. We cannot die for everyone’s sins or reinstate a Peter, but we can live humble lives. Choose Jesus today and tomorrow, choose humility.

Jesus Calls His First Discples

The inspiration for this post goes to Dylan Dougless aka ya boy D Dougie, one of my brothers in Christ who for better or for worse, in regards to my distraction from schoolwork, reminded me that one year ago today I was the most excited that I had ever been in my entire life. One year ago today my Work Crew session at Young Life’s Rockbridge Alum. Springs in Goshen, VA ended. I was leaving my amazing newfound community in which I had grown so close to in two short weeks. Among this community are some of the most Christ-like people that I have ever had the pleasure to encounter and call my life-long friends. It was in those two weeks that I devoted my life to Christ. One year ago today I was leaving Rockbridge, leaving my new friends, and leaving my safe paradise for what Jesus was calling me to really do, life my life for Him in a world that does the opposite. I just want to take some time to parallel this experience to a passage in the Gospel of Matthew.

Matthew 4:18-20 reads: As Jesus was walking beside the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers, Simon called Peter and his brother Andrew. They were casting a net into the lake, for they were fishermen. “Come follow me,” Jesus said, “and I will make you fishers of men.” At once they left their nets and followed him. Before I go further I’m going to get a little informal for the sake of not wanting anyone to miss this quote; that’s the most profound, bold, and straight baller thing that has ever happened. Picture this: This homeless guy walks up to two guys who aren’t just fishing for funzies, like they are fishermen. Their lives depend on catching those fish and selling them. It’s their profession, trade, and most likely life-long skill. And he says, hey stop doing that, you should come follow me around and I will teach you how to change people’s lives. And they didn’t say scram you bum, they literally dropped everything and followed him.

This is one of my favorite passages in the Bible, because in all seriousness it is so profound, and bold, and it’s what we are called to do as Christian’s. Yes, work crew is awesome, but when the time for that is over I was not called to wait until next summer, I was called to go tell others about Jesus because He equipped me with the knowledge and the boldness to do that. When I accepted Christ, in a way, it was like He walked up to me while I was living for myself and He said “Don’t you think you were meant for more than this? Don’t you think that your life can have more meaning? Come follow me, you’ll never be the same.” And because it was Jesus, because it was so bold, and profound, I didn’t have to think about it. I dropped everything and I followed Him. That’s what most Christ followers will tell you about their transformation from death to life. They knew that Jesus was calling them and the power in that call was not something to be ignored. I’m so grateful for Rockbridge and for those beautiful friends I made. Work Crew didn’t only change my life, it inspired this here blog you are reading. My life has never been the same, I’m so glad that I dropped my net.

Where feet may fail.

It’s raining a lot today in Greensboro and it has given me a perfect opportunity to get into the word, and to reflect on my walk with Christ thus far. I began to think about one of the hardest things that I have had to overcome to continue following Jesus. For me, the hardest thing that I had to overcome was having someone who I love dearly, and who I was poured into by continuously, someone who showed me the very nature of Christ everyday tell me that he no longer believes in what he told me was so life-giving. Earlier this year I can honestly say that hearing that news wrecked my world, although to everyone who knew of the situation I pretended like it didn’t affect me. No one knew that it left me feeling lost and defeated. It’s such a hopeless and empty feeling knowing that people we love so much and people who have experienced the beautiful life that Jesus offers them and even convinced you that Jesus is worth it, turn their backs on the faith and when in a leadership role they kind of turn their back on you.

While I was doing work crew at a Young Life camp called Frontier Ranch this summer, the camp speaker, Steve Chesney, told the staff about one of the most overlooked men in the Bible. A man named Demas.

We first read of Demas in Colossians 4:7, where Paul is tying up his letter of encouragement to the congregation in Colossae. “Tychicus will tell you all the news about me. He is a dear brother, a faithful minister and fellow servant in the Lord.  I am sending him to you for the express purpose that you may know about our circumstances and that he may encourage your hearts. He is coming with Onesimus, our faithful and dear brother, who is one of you. They will tell you everything that is happening here. My fellow prisoner Aristarchus sends you his greetings, as does Mark, the cousin of Barnabas. (You have received instructions about him; if he comes to you, welcome him.) Jesus, who is called Justus, also sends greetings. These are the only Jews among my co-workers for the kingdom of God, and they have proved a comfort to me. Epaphras, who is one of you and a servant of Christ Jesus, sends greetings. He is always wrestling in prayer for you, that you may stand firm in all the will of God, mature and fully assured. I vouch for him that he is working hard for you and for those at Laodicea and Hierapolis. Our dear friend Luke, the doctor, and Demas send greetings.” The first thing we can inquire in regards to Demas is this: Why does Paul go into detail about everyone he is with except for Demas?

Next we read about Demas in the small book of Philemon, in which Paul is writing another letter to a man named Philemon. “Epaphras, my fellow prisoner in Christ Jesus, sends you greetings.  And so do Mark, Aristarchus, Demas and Luke, my fellow workers. Once again, no attributes about Demas, no comments on his outstanding service, it’s almost as if Demas is just there. He’s with Paul but he isn’t doing anything astounding or in Paul’s perspective worth mentioning.

The last time we hear about Demas in the Bible is in 2 Timothy 4:9 in which Paul is writing, yep you guessed it, a letter to Timothy. In Paul’s conclusion to the letter we finally hear some substantial information about Demas. “Do your best to come to me quickly, for Demas, because he loved this world, has deserted me and has gone to Thessalonica.” Now we can begin to draw some conclusions in regards to Demas’ walk with Christ. Maybe he started out doing great and on fire for Jesus, what we may describe as a “Jesus high”. But slowly, the world started weighing him down, as his faith and motivation decreased Demas gave less of himself to Christ and more of himself to the world. Demas began to doubt himself, and in a confusing down spiral, he abandoned his faith and brothers and sisters in Christ completely by moving to Thessalonica. Demas knew Jesus. At some point in time, Demas was head over heels for Christ and was serving him because if he wasn’t we can probably draw the conclusion that he would have never been with Paul in the first place.

After I heard about Demas, when my session at Frontier was over, I went home and did more research on Demas. Looking into the Bible, and several commentaries. To all Christians who have lost brothers and sisters in Christ to the world, Demas acts as a biblical parallel to them.

Now having this knowledge does not really comfort me about my friends who have turned from the faith, my heart breaks for them daily. But in some way it has helped me get past it, because I now know that these things are going to happen. The world is unfortunately satan’s playground. Upon sending out the disciples in Matthew 10:16 Jesus says this “I am sending you out like sheep among wolves. Therefore be as shrewd as snakes and as innocent as doves.” This verse and many others found in the Bible candidly say that following Jesus will not be easy to any extent; rather that it will be the hardest thing that you can do, the world will be against you, as will satan and his demons. In addition in John 15:18 Jesus says this: “If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first.” Yes we as followers of Christ are following the hardest path that you can take in life. To deny literally the world and follow Jesus instead, to be hated, rebuked, and laughed at.

So being the hardest path to take available, and in worldly regards, offering virtually no recognition or reward it is expected that some people who taste the freedom of Christ and even come to know Him will fall away. When we allow anger in our hearts and unroot ourselves from Christ we cannot possibly hope to stand against the world and it’s temptations, let alone spiritual forces of evil who mean to counter the gospel with any means necessary.

In our walk with Christ we will witness people who we know, and love dearly, and maybe even people who have mentored us, be consumed by the world and turn their back on Christ. The bright side to this, and what I use to console myself is this:  Jesus does not nor will He ever turn His back on them. He is right there waiting for them, whispering in their ear that He still loves them, and that they can come home. I have moved past dwelling on it, I now bring them to the feet of Jesus daily in prayer. Having faith that the Lord’s plan is sovereign over mine, that what is out of my hands is in Christ’s loving, gentle, healing hands.

Where Do I Go From Here

I often find myself blogging on the days that I feel as if  I’ve been living in a rut. When I realize I have taken my eyes off of Jesus and let the world and it’s troubles consume me. For the past few months I have only improved in digging ruts to stick myself in for a while to try and fix things myself. The world is full of troubles that scream for our attention. Whether it’s finding a roommate for college or trying to organize my ever changing summer agenda, I find myself completely neglecting the One who I dedicated my life to. But thankfully where I fail the Lord does not. I woke up this morning in more than one way.

Romans is a super encouraging book in The Bible. It gives  Christians instructions on how to live their lives through the Spirit. It also tells us how to approach the world. “Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is – his good, pleasing and perfect will. ” (Romans 12:2 NIV).

Our minds are renewed through spending quality time with Christ every day. Yes, every day. This is not a quick process. As humans our minds need to be renewed daily. We need to be constantly loving, hoping in, and counting on Christ every day. It is then that the confusion melts away and we realize that we are not of this world. We begin to see the world through the Spirit’s perspective. It is at this point that God’s will changes from an intricate puzzle to a tangible adventure, an adventure that makes everyday worth living.

C.S. Lewis skillfully illustrates the idea of not being of the world in his book Mere Christianity. (You should read Mere Christianity)

“If I find in myself desires which nothing in this world can satisfy, the only logical explanation is that I was made for another world.” – C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity